2012

The year of 2012 has arrived, suddenly I felt myself is getting old, I couldn't get any excited of welcoming the new year; I don't even feel like going any where to count down or even share a single piece of joyful, but with the replacement of sadness and terrify. I'm almost 30 year old after all... still without direction and ambition.

Looking back, the year of 2011 wasn't a good year for me. I was unemployed for half year and eventually gained a job that I am not happy about, but the most important thing is I lost my mum this year. I was devastated.

However, the only remaining thing is the love of my family and my friends, I'm grateful to have whole bunch of good friends who are selfish-less to share their love and care and giving me all the supports and encouragement during my darkest period.

Anyway, it's time to pick up my emotion and baggage in the pass and start moving on, life still needs to go on. I hope this year will be a better year or a turning point for me.