Since I started writing blog.... I should say since I quited my job, those blogs I wrote are very gloomy, blue... my friends who read my blogs are worrying about me and attempted to counselling me and cheering me up.
Indeed, I aware that my blogs are very depressing, I guess that because after I quitted my job, I have too much free time that makes me keep thinking, thinking about what I want, thinking about what I'm pursuiting, thinking about the meaning and the goal of my life... I had been thinking a lot lately, I realized how fragile and weak I am, the helpless and loneliness like a vicious flood submerging my heart gradually, secretly eating my soul until empty without any struggling.
Luckily, I have a whole bunch of good friends who are selfishless grabbing my hand and embracing me tightly to prevent me fell into the deep hazardous ravine.
Now, I write this blog to memorize and reminds me this moment and the moaning period that I had been through in the rest of my life. Do not give up.
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Wednesday, February 23, 2011
count each day
Since I started writing blog.... I should say since I quited my job, those blogs I wrote are very gloomy, blue... my friends who read my blogs are worrying about me and attempted to counselling me and cheering me up.
Indeed, I aware that my blogs are very depressing, I guess that because after I quitted my job, I have too much free time that makes me keep thinking, thinking about what I want, thinking about what I'm pursuiting, thinking about the meaning and the goal of my life... I had been thinking a lot lately, I realized how fragile and weak I am, the helpless and loneliness like a vicious flood submerging my heart gradually, secretly eating my soul until empty without any struggling.
Luckily, I have a whole bunch of good friends who are selfishless grabbing my hand and embracing me tightly to prevent me fell into the deep hazardous ravine.
Now, I write this blog to memorize and reminds me this moment and the moaning period that I had been through in the rest of my life. Do not give up.
Indeed, I aware that my blogs are very depressing, I guess that because after I quitted my job, I have too much free time that makes me keep thinking, thinking about what I want, thinking about what I'm pursuiting, thinking about the meaning and the goal of my life... I had been thinking a lot lately, I realized how fragile and weak I am, the helpless and loneliness like a vicious flood submerging my heart gradually, secretly eating my soul until empty without any struggling.
Luckily, I have a whole bunch of good friends who are selfishless grabbing my hand and embracing me tightly to prevent me fell into the deep hazardous ravine.
Now, I write this blog to memorize and reminds me this moment and the moaning period that I had been through in the rest of my life. Do not give up.
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