
After reading the newspaper and watched some people did the video and report about Michael jackson. I just realized how foolish I am and felt embarassing about my last blog. I admit that I was influenced by the media, they used to twisting and extragarate the fact of the story. To ruin people's reputation and life.
I know Michael Jackson has the skin problem (maybe skin cancer or something), but I always believe that he got this disease after he did the surgery...but the fact is, he had this disease, and certain part of his body was turning white. So, instead of letting his body and face appearing white spots and he decided to do the surgery (turn his skin to white).
For all these years, I disgarded how great he is, how wonderful and amazing performer he is by believing all those craps the entertainment media reported about...wow...I'm a jerk. And those media always hurt Michael and detroy his image when he is alive; but now making the show for a tribute for MJ and saying how great person he is...how legendary he is... Aren't they slapping themselve??
I just listened to his music, 'You are not alone', 'earth song', 'Black or white', 'heal the world', 'thriller', 'beat it', 'billie jean' etc... and his dance moves, those are classic; millions of people try to learn and dance like him. his entire singing career was a huge impact and inspiration for many people....he is a genuies. Although he is such a successful artist; but I think his entire life is miserable and lonely. His sucessful career and status brought a lot of negative impacts for his life... Since he was a child, he was abuse by his father, and he skipped classes for praticing singing; thus, he couldn't make many friends, sometimes even hided and cried in a side of the corner. his childhood was filled with miserable memory and lonely.
After he was famous, he need to deal with the negative report from the media, he lost his appearence due to the failure of the surgery and letting everybody calling him a freak or monster. the pain of his sickness stayed with him for his journey of life. The recent one, he was filed from molesting child and sex abuse cases, this law suite took place for years and finally this case was lack of envidence convicted and called him innocent. And he is the father of three, his children are all young, the oldest is only 13 yrs old. Now he was gone because of heart attack.
His life is filled with colors, adventures, sweetness and bitterness, we can even make a movie for his life.... I was thinking myself. Do I want a life like that? or do you want to be Michael Jackson?
I praise to you, Michael, you are a true idol, an american icon, whatever he did affect thousand millions of people. his music spent time with my childhood, high school and college. The real king of pop forever.