reckless drivers suck

Driving in JB is a nightmare, the roads are narrow and the traffic jam everywhere; it seem like all of the vehicles drove out at the same time. Besides, some of the reckless drivers are even speeding, taking over other cars inappropriately even though the roads are narrow and detroyed. The lorries and motorcycles are everywhere; especially those motorcycles are attempting to find any slot to sneak in among the traffics. They don't even scare that you gonna hit on them, but even we scare of hurting them. it's completely a mentally torture. Some of the drivers seems like rushing their time or maybe they are addicted of taking over other cars, I think even the ambulance drivers are not having such kind of responsibility or skill of driving like that. Whenever any cars before them, they drive close to the cars and seem attaching together; they did that for attempting pushing the car in front of them to get out their way. What an asshole drivers. I really hate the drivers who are risking their life for driving irreposibly and selfishly neglect other people, the roads belong to everyone, we all paying taxes for using the property and facilities of the country. Just standing other people's angle to observe it, I'm sure you don't like to be treated the same way you treat people. Thus, I will quote the Golden rule before I end it." Do unto others as you would have them do unto you"

Nightclub w/ drugs

I went to a friend's birthday party last night, I didn't intend to go since last time I hung out with them in the night club. I may not be an expert of night club, but I'm still a regular night club visitor; therefore, I will never be hesitated for hanging at club. However, ever since I went out with these group of friends and saw their 'true color', I always attempt to find excuses for avoiding them. The truth is everytime they go to clubs, they want to get super high~~ from taking drugs. I had never taken any drugs before, even I spent 4 years in US, some of my friends were smoking pot, I had never touched it, coz I know it gonna hurt my brain and body and even might get addicted. However, I had my first time since last month, my friends insisted me to eat the pill although I refused to take it, they even secretly put the cocaine powder into my beer. That feeling was crazy, my brain felt like going to explode and I lost my strength and conscious, my foot barely stood on the ground; all i want to do is just lying down. but my friends dragged me up and told me that I have to keep shaking my body and I will feel better afterward. well I did it and indeed, after shaking my body for awhile, I felt much better and awake although my head was still little bit pain. Well, it seem nothing happened to me, but next day morning I woke up and couldn't recall some memories, especially when I was high; my friends filled me in by telling me how did I act when I was high and made fun of me. It was pretty scary that I had no idea what was happened after got high and the worse thing is I couldn't remember anything at all. A friend of mine told me that because of the pill that my friend asked me to take early, it called E5, AKA '5 zhai', I don't know the real name of it; but I heard that is a synthetic pills and it was invented for depressive patients. OMG.

Well, Last night, the same thing happened again, I tried no to go with them, but my friends even came to my house and ask me to go; it's really not easy to reject from them, thus, I just go with some apprehensions. This time, the birthday boy delivered the beer to my face personally; I have to drink it coz everybody were watching ,and the pill as well, after drink it for awhile, I knew a major disaster gonna happen to me; I don't what happened to me again. next day morning, my friend show me the video he took when I was high. I can't believe the person in the video is me and I can't even recognize me at all. I was jumping around from couch to table, and trying to destroy the property of the club, smashing the speaker, singing and dancing. I become the spotlight in the whole room. I totally act like a different person, the behavior and attitude are cocky and annoying. I looked like an idoit and I hate that. After watching this, I swear to myself I will never let this happen to me again.