A tribute for MJ

After reading the newspaper and watched some people did the video and report about Michael jackson. I just realized how foolish I am and felt embarassing about my last blog. I admit that I was influenced by the media, they used to twisting and extragarate the fact of the story. To ruin people's reputation and life.

I know Michael Jackson has the skin problem (maybe skin cancer or something), but I always believe that he got this disease after he did the surgery...but the fact is, he had this disease, and certain part of his body was turning white. So, instead of letting his body and face appearing white spots and he decided to do the surgery (turn his skin to white).

For all these years, I disgarded how great he is, how wonderful and amazing performer he is by believing all those craps the entertainment media reported about...wow...I'm a jerk. And those media always hurt Michael and detroy his image when he is alive; but now making the show for a tribute for MJ and saying how great person he is...how legendary he is... Aren't they slapping themselve??

I just listened to his music, 'You are not alone', 'earth song', 'Black or white', 'heal the world', 'thriller', 'beat it', 'billie jean' etc... and his dance moves, those are classic; millions of people try to learn and dance like him. his entire singing career was a huge impact and inspiration for many people....he is a genuies. Although he is such a successful artist; but I think his entire life is miserable and lonely. His sucessful career and status brought a lot of negative impacts for his life... Since he was a child, he was abuse by his father, and he skipped classes for praticing singing; thus, he couldn't make many friends, sometimes even hided and cried in a side of the corner. his childhood was filled with miserable memory and lonely.
After he was famous, he need to deal with the negative report from the media, he lost his appearence due to the failure of the surgery and letting everybody calling him a freak or monster. the pain of his sickness stayed with him for his journey of life. The recent one, he was filed from molesting child and sex abuse cases, this law suite took place for years and finally this case was lack of envidence convicted and called him innocent. And he is the father of three, his children are all young, the oldest is only 13 yrs old. Now he was gone because of heart attack.

His life is filled with colors, adventures, sweetness and bitterness, we can even make a movie for his life.... I was thinking myself. Do I want a life like that? or do you want to be Michael Jackson?

I praise to you, Michael, you are a true idol, an american icon, whatever he did affect thousand millions of people. his music spent time with my childhood, high school and college. The real king of pop forever.

R.I.P.....MJ

Well, Micheal Jackson was anounched dead on June 25th 2009 afternoon. Fans from all arounf the world were heart broken and still couldn't believe the shocking fact. I'm not his super fan but I do love his popular songs, especially those from the 80's. In fact, the first english pop song that I ever listen is Micheal's song--"Heal the world" from the album Black and White.

Well, the legendary king of pop died because of heart attacked, police said that might due to Micheal has a habit of taking pain killer for long time; because he did a lot of plastic surgeries, and the cost that he paid for those surgeries was not only give him the freak-like appearences, and also the pain after the surgeries lasts his rest of his life. It's a tragedy. What should we blaming to? those pain killer? the plastic surgeons? Micheal himself? or the whole society?

Of course, if we think again, what made Micheal Jackson had the decision of doing plastic surgery? the prejutice of the society! Micheal was born as an African American, maybe he was suffering of the pain of discrimination since he was young. and his talent and his sucess of the career couldn't submerged the fact that he is lower class citizen. I don't know how serious the discrimination back in that time because nowadays this kind of problem will never occur in this civilized society. Yet, I still had met some of those people who look down of others from the status. Can you believe? even though Barrack Obama is the President, this kind of things still remianed.

No matter what, since his death was announced, now people's topic are all about him. the tv playing his background story, his legend and his controverted life with full of gossips...and the radio keep playing his music... whatever, we will miss Micheal Jackson. The legendary king of pop.

reckless drivers suck

Driving in JB is a nightmare, the roads are narrow and the traffic jam everywhere; it seem like all of the vehicles drove out at the same time. Besides, some of the reckless drivers are even speeding, taking over other cars inappropriately even though the roads are narrow and detroyed. The lorries and motorcycles are everywhere; especially those motorcycles are attempting to find any slot to sneak in among the traffics. They don't even scare that you gonna hit on them, but even we scare of hurting them. it's completely a mentally torture. Some of the drivers seems like rushing their time or maybe they are addicted of taking over other cars, I think even the ambulance drivers are not having such kind of responsibility or skill of driving like that. Whenever any cars before them, they drive close to the cars and seem attaching together; they did that for attempting pushing the car in front of them to get out their way. What an asshole drivers. I really hate the drivers who are risking their life for driving irreposibly and selfishly neglect other people, the roads belong to everyone, we all paying taxes for using the property and facilities of the country. Just standing other people's angle to observe it, I'm sure you don't like to be treated the same way you treat people. Thus, I will quote the Golden rule before I end it." Do unto others as you would have them do unto you"

Nightclub w/ drugs

I went to a friend's birthday party last night, I didn't intend to go since last time I hung out with them in the night club. I may not be an expert of night club, but I'm still a regular night club visitor; therefore, I will never be hesitated for hanging at club. However, ever since I went out with these group of friends and saw their 'true color', I always attempt to find excuses for avoiding them. The truth is everytime they go to clubs, they want to get super high~~ from taking drugs. I had never taken any drugs before, even I spent 4 years in US, some of my friends were smoking pot, I had never touched it, coz I know it gonna hurt my brain and body and even might get addicted. However, I had my first time since last month, my friends insisted me to eat the pill although I refused to take it, they even secretly put the cocaine powder into my beer. That feeling was crazy, my brain felt like going to explode and I lost my strength and conscious, my foot barely stood on the ground; all i want to do is just lying down. but my friends dragged me up and told me that I have to keep shaking my body and I will feel better afterward. well I did it and indeed, after shaking my body for awhile, I felt much better and awake although my head was still little bit pain. Well, it seem nothing happened to me, but next day morning I woke up and couldn't recall some memories, especially when I was high; my friends filled me in by telling me how did I act when I was high and made fun of me. It was pretty scary that I had no idea what was happened after got high and the worse thing is I couldn't remember anything at all. A friend of mine told me that because of the pill that my friend asked me to take early, it called E5, AKA '5 zhai', I don't know the real name of it; but I heard that is a synthetic pills and it was invented for depressive patients. OMG.

Well, Last night, the same thing happened again, I tried no to go with them, but my friends even came to my house and ask me to go; it's really not easy to reject from them, thus, I just go with some apprehensions. This time, the birthday boy delivered the beer to my face personally; I have to drink it coz everybody were watching ,and the pill as well, after drink it for awhile, I knew a major disaster gonna happen to me; I don't what happened to me again. next day morning, my friend show me the video he took when I was high. I can't believe the person in the video is me and I can't even recognize me at all. I was jumping around from couch to table, and trying to destroy the property of the club, smashing the speaker, singing and dancing. I become the spotlight in the whole room. I totally act like a different person, the behavior and attitude are cocky and annoying. I looked like an idoit and I hate that. After watching this, I swear to myself I will never let this happen to me again.

I'm sitting right at the middle of Puduraja, and waiting for my bus to arrive for heading back home. Before I stepped in the building of Puduraya bus station, the employees of all the bus companies are targeting on you and asking you where to go. Well, they are trying to sell all their tickets; apperently, the buses keep going on time, but there are always lack of passengers to fill the buses. Thus, more passengers, more profits they get. In Puduraya, the significate scene are appearing in front of your eye, here always crowd, noisy; sometimes you can even smell something strange, people are yelling, selling their stuffs, bargaining, some people even sleeping on the bench. And someone like me is too bored to open my laptop and write something...well, it's exactly like the commercial said: "This is Malaysia, truly asia."